Every fiction writer of substance has some grounding in philosophy, home-brewed or otherwise. In this volume Andy Nowicki takes you on the grisly mental and spiritual journey that dragged the tender soul of a young boy out of the Garden of Eden and into the talons of his Muse.

Confessions of a Would-Be Wanker: A Memoir/Manifesto

Biographies & Memoirs

Nowicki, Andy

Memoirs

CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform

Notes Before Death: Three Essays

Politics & Social Sciences

Philosophy

In this passionately-worded treatise, Andy Nowicki considers the nature of power, both political and personal. Nowicki observes the ruthless, cold-blooded, patently reptilian nature of the contemporary ruling class. Assessing this demonic claque's infernal ability to keep their subjects 'zombified' through calculated campaigns of manipulation, bribery, and sheer psychological terror (with an extended commentary on their contrived responses to catastrophic events like 9/11 and Sandy Hook), Nowicki addresses the struggles faced by the proud man who attempts to render himself immune from the maddening mesmeric machinations of totalitarian tyrants. A penetrating, shocking, and uncompromising meditation on "what is, and what is to be done" by Andy Nowicki, controversial scribe of the current 'Alt-Right' scene.

Conspiracy, Compliance, Control, and Defiance: a primer on what is, and what is to be done

Unofficial investigations are currently underway into the #Pizzagate phenomenon, even as all official parties show themselves intensely eager to avoid the subject, while the mass media, being thoroughly discredited, nevertheless wages impotent jihads against the chimeric menace of "fake news" in a doomed, desperate effort to save face. In such quarters, #Pizzagate is dismissed out of hand on the flimsiest of pretexts, mocked as insubstantial nonsense in a wholly substance-free manner by the some of the lightest of lightweight commentators ever to read a teleprompter and the limpest of limp-wrist journalists ever miraculously able to lift a pen. #Pizzagate is pronounced "debunked" when it has simply been unduly dismissed, and labeled "absurd" when its actual claims haven't even been considered. But despite the best efforts of the "guardian" class, interest in #Pizzagate will neither die off nor peter out; in fact, it lives, moves and has its being the most where the rhetorical response from the "official" would-be opinion-shaping organs of the Zeitgeist is most stern in its approbation or most scathing in its ridicule. Andy Nowicki, coeditor of New Alternative Right and author of CONSPIRACY, COMPLIANCE, CONTROL, AND DEFIANCE, explores the depths of the #Pizzagate scandal, unearthing the awful truth concerning the "unspeakable" rituals indulged in by our rulers, and asking, in the words of T.S. Eliot, "after such knowledge, what forgiveness"?

Meta-#Pizzagate: On the 'Unspeakable Rites' of Those Who Rule Our Demon-ocracy

True Crime

"Columbine My port in the storm of my life. Columbine, my religion Oh, little town of Littleton...Immaculate Heart of Colorado, flower of my faith...sweet refuge."Meet Tony Meander. He's a devotee of Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold, the two teens who carried out the Columbine High School massacre on April 20th, 1999. The Columbine shooting may have shocked America and the world, but to legions of bullied nerds across the planet, "Reb" and "Vodka" became heroes, avenging angels striking back against a world that had abused them. Meander is one of those nerds, a man whose journey to Columbine changes him forever, setting forth a dark plot that will make his name go down in history.Described as "Joker before Joker," The Columbine Pilgrim is an affecting and twisted examination of loneliness, bullying, and revenge. Andy Nowicki's novella is a look at the forgotten man: his trials, his self-deceptions, and what he becomes capable of when the world drives him to madness.Originally published by Counter-Currents Publishing in 2011, Terror House Press is proud to bring this modern classic back into print. This second edition includes a new foreword by Colin Liddell and an afterword by Nowicki, where he looks back on the nine years since the book's publication.

The Columbine Pilgrim

Literature & Fiction

Literary

Terror House Press, LLC

"Oswald brooded for weeks afterwards, but never told anyone about what he'd tried to do that day; not a soul in the entire world knew the significance of that window on the sixth floor of the Texas School Book Depository building in Dallas, Texas."Two teenage school shooters visiting a diner. A pair of Catholic school teachers having a seedy affair. An alternate reality where Lee Harvey Oswald never pulled the trigger.Lost Violent Souls is a collection of five short stories by Andy Nowicki, focusing on the sordid lives of desperate losers. With his trademark wit and attention to detail, Nowicki weaves bleak tales of marginal individuals who yearn to leave their mark on the world, always coming up short due to their own failings and the corrupt nature of humanity.Originally published by Counter-Currents Publishing in 2013, Terror House Press is proud to bring this forgotten gem back into print.

Lost Violent Souls

"My ways were not their ways, nor my dreams their dreams. My dreams were in fact made of entirely different stuff from theirs. But now they were all dead, and only I remained alive." 
Welcome to the new normal. In the near future, humanity has been united into a one-world government following an attack by malevolent, mysterious aliens known only as "Overlords." Despite the supposed threat posed by the aliens, the new Global Government is more focused on cracking down on civil liberties and pacifying the surviving humans with a new designer drug called "zap." When a man who lost his family during the Overlords' attack encounters a strange woman in his living room one day, he becomes ensnared in a dark plot reaching the highest levels of world power. 
The Insurrectionist is a piercing look at censorship, conspiracy, and social control in the modern era. Andy Nowicki's first new work of fiction in seven years, The Insurrectionist offers a wry and bleak look at the "crises" plaguing our society and the sinister schemes that may be in store for the human race. 
"A dystopic, pharma-fueled, one-man army suicide mission to infiltrate and subvert a bloodline-supremacist global elite engaged in a post-apocalyptic depopulation assault on useless eaters via a full-spectrum, trauma-based mind control program designed to raise a Final Order phoenix from old-normal ashes. What's not to like?" — Jay Black, author of Guttersnipe 
“The most relevant novel to date reflecting on our post-COVID society, Andy Nowicki’s The Insurrectionist is a blend of The War of the Worlds, Brave New World, and your typical fake news channel broadcasts. The story will only seem outlandish and ridiculous to those who haven’t been paying for the past year.” — T.J. Martinell, author of The Song of Wulfgar and The Pilgrim’s Digress 
“Andy Nowicki’s The Insurrectionist exists in the space between the Invisible Committee's The Coming Insurrection and Arthur Bremer’s An Assassin’s Diary. A conflicted young man struggles between the narcotic pull of the invisible oligarchy and the desire to separate oneself from normative society’s necrotic teat, culminating in a spectacular fifth column denouement. A wrathful missive from a possible future that feels all too real.” — James Nulick, author of The Moon Down to Earth"The first novel to consider the topic of dystopia from a post-COVID perspective, The Insurrectionist is at its most arresting when it reflects on the chicanery of the language with which our real-world overlords engender inaction, surrender, and despair." — Matthew Pegas, author of Dragon Day

The Insurrectionist

"Upon arising from bed, my mind was assaulted with these words: you will die soon. As long as you are alive, you have a full range of options. Take what you want; take WHATEVER you want." 
In the near future, the world becomes enraptured by a mystery drug called Muze, which promises to boost men's confidence and help them find the woman of their dreams. After Muze becomes a hit among the incel community, one man becomes suspicious after his friend begins taking the drug and then "ascends," vanishing without a trace. His investigation into his friend's disappearance leads him to begin taking Muze himself, revealing a wider plot involving a pharmaceutical firm, a suicidal mental patient, a young woman bred to be the ultimate temptress, an amoral doctor, and more. 
Described as "Joker before Joker," The Columbine Pilgrim is an affecting and twisted examination of loneliness, bullying, and revenge. Andy Nowicki's novella is a look at the forgotten man: his trials, his self-deceptions, and what he becomes capable of when the world drives him to madness. 
Muze is a disturbing glimpse at loneliness, sexual manipulation, and drug addiction in modern America. Andy Nowicki's novella offers a sympathetic portrait of the men left behind by the sexual revolution, a condemnation of how Big Pharma preys on unhappy people, and an examination of the symbiotic relationship between pharmaceutical companies and the government. 
"Andy Nowicki's Muze is a dystopian cautionary tale, tailor-made for zoomers, doomers, and fatal romantics." — Naama Kates, Incel 
"When we talk about the 'Great American Writer,' we essentially mean pale shadows of European ones, awkward transplants in a stubbornly alien soil, your Hawthornes, Faulkners, Fitzgeralds, and Wolfes. We do not talk about Andy Nowicki, but we should. American culture, having arrived in the New World in a packing case, has constantly struggled to reverse-engineer its own mythic base while hanging onto some elongated transatlantic bloodline. But Nowicki's work, including this, his latest and possibly darkest novella, is rooted in its own dank soil, in its own effervescent time and space, namely the present-day myth-zone of our godless yet hyper-real age, a world defined more by memes than myths: ‘Who killed the Kennedys?’, 9/11, MKUltra, reptilian rulers, moon landing hoaxes, and the odd, uncanny coincidences that occasionally glitter like dew on a spider’s web. These are our Iliads and Ossians. Muze follows the spiders that creep along such threads into a world of mind-altering substances, blackmailed billionaires, Pizzagate-esque elites, and soul-destroying cabals. Nowicki is a druid in this world, his pen a mighty staff with which he paces through its dark forests, using the pointed shadows of fiction to illuminate and comment on our increasingly errant reality." — Colin Liddell, author of Interviews and Obituaries 
"Muze is what happens when you mix Eyes Wide Shut, The Exorcist, and Alex Jones conspiratorial politics. What makes Nowicki's latest novella disturbing is that, as absurd as its premise seems, it's closer to what actually goes on in our modern world than many are comfortable to admit." — T.J. Martinell, author of The Pilgrim's Digress and The Legend of Forenia: The Twilight Kingdom

Muze

The Rule of Wrath

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