<p>Watching the war unfold in Croatia on TV, Steve Gaunt felt complelled to take an activist role. So with no military experience at all, he packed himself off for the front as a volunteer soldier. It was the beginning of an odyssey through which he evolved into a seasoned soldier, a war invalid, and a professional photographer. During the war years, Steve Gaunt kept a diary which he dubbed War and Beer.</p>

War and Beer

Steve Gaunt

Biographies & Memoirs

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Maybe Tomorrow...

Haydock, Steve

WHAT I WASN'T SEARCHING FOR I FOUND IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY.Nathaniel was not so much a man as he was a muse. From happenstance introduction to romantic intrigue, our relationship blossomed almost as quickly as my infatuation; I was awed by his articulate tongue, inspired by his indefatigable spirit, seduced by his sexual finesse. Yet despite my being completely and wholly enamored, there persisted a nagging fear that something was awry. Occasionally, I could see it in his eyes, hear it in his words, feel it in his embrace— a darkness. There resided within a sickness for which, as I soon came to discover, no cure existed. In retrospect, I should have gotten away when I had the chance; I should have withdrawn, retreated, disengaged. Instead, I cherished, fantasized, and idealized. I was foolish; I allowed him to break me.What I’m about to reveal is as much erotic as it is endearing, as ruinous as it is reassuring; it’s the tale of a me I so dearly miss; an account of tender torture, stifled sadism, graceful guile; it’s my memory of the boy with black eyes.'The Boy with Black Eyes' has been heralded by advance readers as 'a succinct and succulent read' as well as 'a gay-interest gem with a most rare and precious distinction – literary merit.'

The Boy with Black Eyes

Literature & Fiction

Brian Lucas

Contemporary

There are eight movements in Harold Kuhn's symphony. The last will cost him everything.

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