What?!! Go to a dance? With a girl?!! When the large flower appeared in front of Julian’s face, he thought the girl was checking to see if it matched his light blond hair—he ran into that a lot. Not this time: he had been tagged to attend the Sadie Hawkins Day Dance. This was the latest obstacle in his secret strategy to gain the love of his life. It had to be secret: in 1962, life for a gay boy could be especially risky. Rule 1: pretend you’re normal; rule 2: evade the bullies; rule 3: keep busy. Mark Schaefer, Julian’s scoutmaster—the center of Julian’s romantic bulls eye—had problems of his own. His recent promotion at work, combined with a growing personal need to get out from under his past had his full attention. With reluctance, he allows a colleague of his wife to be his guide and mentor. Then there’s Randall… a new friend, or a complication? Eldot, author of the critically acclaimed Julian’s Private Scrapbook novels, presents a new and hilarious chapter in Julian’s poignant story: his first year of high school. Again, he weaves a comical tapestry for a very serious subject: who are these boys who get bullied? Eldot gets inside the heads of the characters and shows how they should be accepted and celebrated for who they are. “Humor is one of Eldot’s strong suits; he has an impressive capacity for penning farcical, innocently disastrous moments.” [Kirkus] The pre digital world—when a milkshake cost 25 cents and Playboy was sold under the counter—lends charm to the subject, and allows a frank and honest treatment of same sex discovery and activity. “Well-written, with engaging, likable characters, this book skillfully presents the challenges and pleasures boys who love men face in growing up.” [BlueInk]

You're in high school now: Julian's Sophomore Year, Part 1

Literature & Fiction

Eldot

Genre Fiction

Diphra Enterprises

What?!! Go to a dance? With a girl?!!When the large flower appeared in front of Julian’s face, he thought the girl was checking to see if it matched his light blond hair—he ran into that a lot. Not this time: he had been tagged to attend the Sadie Hawkins Day Dance.This was the latest obstacle in his secret strategy to gain the love of his life. It had to be secret: in 1962, life for a gay boy could be especially risky. Rule 1: pretend you’re normal; rule 2: evade the bullies; rule 3: keep busy.Mark Schaefer, Julian’s scoutmaster—the center of Julian’s romantic bulls eye—had problems of his own. His recent promotion at work, combined with a growing personal need to get out from under his past had his full attention. With reluctance, he allows a colleague of his wife to be his guide and mentor.Then there’s Randall… a new friend, or a complication?Eldot, author of the critically acclaimed Julian’s Private Scrapbook novels, presents a new and hilarious chapter in Julian’s poignant story: his first year of high school. Again, he weaves a comical tapestry for a very serious subject: who are these boys who get bullied? Eldot gets inside the heads of the characters and shows how they should be accepted and celebrated for who they are.“Humor is one of Eldot’s strong suits; he has an impressive capacity for penning farcical, innocently disastrous moments.” [Kirkus] The pre digital world—when a milkshake cost 25 cents and Playboy was sold under the counter—lends charm to the subject, and allows a frank and honest treatment of same sex discovery and activity. “Well-written, with engaging, likable characters, this book skillfully presents the challenges and pleasures boys who love men face in growing up.” [BlueInk]

You're in High School Now: Julian's Sophomore Year, Part 1

Barr's Meadow: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 1

It's the early 1960'sOver 650 scouts are at the two week camp, and many of them have plans. This is one look at days past that goes beyond nostalgia. This is the camp you wish you'd gone to. Here's your chance at last.This is the story of Julian’s very first summer camp. His goal is to land the dream of his life, Mark. The endeavor begins in Barr's Meadow—he soon discovers that it will be a lot harder than he imagined.Julian’s Private Scrapbook is a series of five novels that explores many ways that boys discover themselves and others. Sensitive, thorough, and uncensored; you're sure to recognize more than one of these boys. Some are new at these things... others are highly skilled. Few return home unchanged.

Hall, Leland

The Shooting Gallery: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 3

“…If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us…”--Shylock, The Merchant of VeniceShakespeare’s insight into the plight of a misunderstood and abused minority applies today as well as it did in 1596. Case in point: gay boys. They are mocked, belittled and bullied, often to a tragic end. They never get to tell their own story.Until now: Julian’s Private Scrapbook takes on that assignment.The Shooting Gallery is the third in the five book Scrapbook series. It continues to explore the world from the eyes of a young gay boy. His needs and desires are looked at honestly, with a sense of humor and without the baggage of present day prejudice.Julian’s challenge: how to get people to take him seriously and stop treating him like a little kid—especially those people he loves, honors, and respects. Surrounded by hundreds of scouts, all working to get ahead, he finds a way.Days six, seven and eight at Camp Walker: the daring aspects of camp life are featured, along with some new story developments. Julian Draws two portraits: Leonard, and then Mark. Julian and Mark’s conferences continue. Julian feels empowered and undertakes a unique challenge: outfitting Nick and Tom’s clandestine bedroom. He becomes their self-appointed secret guardian. After hours: Robin sneaks out of bed for a rendezvous at the lake. He and Jack planned this daring exploit during the afternoon free swim period.There is a lot of comedy and some very interesting new characters. Julian’s story becomes part of a special weave; the world of Camp Walker in June, 1962 is colorful, textured, and complex—but above all, it is full of fun and surprises.

The Champions: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 5

The Champions is the 5th in the Scrapbook series. It explores the world from the eyes of a young gay boy. His needs and desires are looked at honestly, with a sense of humor and without the baggage of present day prejudice. It’s important to actively combat the bullying of gay teens. Bullies get away with it because society is ignorant about these boys. By enlightening people, this series deals with that. Let there be no more suicides, no more bashing.Twelfth DayEleven days ago, Mark Schaeffer brought his scout troop to Camp Walker for its annual two-week summer camp. This is his fifth camp as a scoutmaster, and the most momentous for him personally and professionally. His decision on the first day to house Julian in the cabin has proven to be a success for Julian, and unexpectedly, for himself. His intent was to shield Julian from extra-curricular encounters. Julian has had an unexpected impact; his own life goals are being examined anew.The last three days of camp are packed with activity. Merit badges have to be awarded, competitions held and goodbyes made. There is unfinished personal business to complete, and there are campsites to close. A few new developments manage to find their way into the story. Julian makes two bulls-eyes in Archery. Afterward, he asks Leonard to critique his drawing of Geoff being treated at the first aid station. Leonard is amazed at the quality of the work, and at the impact of seeing Geoff’s image.Julian’s fascination with the curmudgeonly camp Ranger continues. He and Sarge develop a special relationship. We get to know more about this man and how Julian has managed to change his outlook on life.Tom provides a spectacular finale for Freddy’s Shooting Gallery.Julian does a large portrait of Mark. Mark is overwhelmed by its character and quality.Geoff arrives at the cabin just before midnight. He re-injures himself on the way.Thirteenth Day:It takes Mark over two hours to deliver Geoff back to Hawk camp. Temptations along the way are overcome.The last full day of camp is packed with activity.Danny returns to his regular duties. Doug revises his scheme to entrap Julian a second time and snags Danny instead. Danny and Tony skip out on Tom’s time trials. Leonard sees the opportunity and takes delight in serving as matchmaker. He believes that the conservative Danny needs anti-establishment Tony to bring his life into balance.Leonard is stunned by the portrait of Uncle Max, and its ability to depict the old man’s innate kindness. Julian presents Leonard his portrait. Its uncanny depiction of Leonard’s innate sensuality is a shock; Leonard is flattered, delighted, and frightened. He hides it under his table until he can get it safely away.The last afternoon free swimming period is the scene for several key developments. Geoff finds the way to guarantee his rendezvous with Leonard. Stan is schooled by Tom about the realities of romantic involvement.Tony pays an after hours visit to Danny.Fourteenth Day:Sarge searches for a special item to give to Julian.After the awards are made, Julian supervises the return of the featherbed mattresses.Uncle Max asks Julian to stay behind; he presents a gift, a memento from his World War II days.Geoff meets Leonard in the storeroom; Julian’s portrait of Leonard serves a special purpose.On the bus trip home, Mark gives personal thanks to Nick for mentoring Julian, and Tom has a brief talk with Robin about Jack. The parents are waiting to meet the bus. Julian reflects on how things stand. He renews his commitment to the long range goal of winning Mark as a life partner. He is confident that he is up to the task. He realizes that he has to face his responsibilities as a son, and that he needs to plan for his career. He will be entering high school in the fall.

Days six, seven and eight at Camp Walker. the comical side of camp life in the 1960s is featured, along with some new story developments. Julian Draws two portraits: Leonard, and then Mark. Julian and Mark's conferences continue. Julian feels empowered and undertakes a unique challenge: outfitting Nick and Tom's clandestine bedroom. He becomes their self-appointed secret guardian. Friday:The Scouts of Troop Nine have been in camp nearly a week. Their schedules and routines are well established. As in the previous two segments, Julian and Mark, remain our protagonists--but we take time to focus on a few secondary characters for a while. Some of these we have met in earlier scenes, others are in the spotlight for the first time.Friday begins in high spirits. the annual troop barbecue and songfest last night was a huge success, but it creates a wakeup surprise for some. Max's baked beans and Brad's onions have been fermenting overnight.Developments in the domestic life of the Flaming Arrow Patrol have stretched the limits of discretion. Nick and Tom have set up sleeping accommodations in the supply tent. Julian is fearful that Scoutmaster Mark will discover what is going on. By day's end, stability is assured.Introducing Kurt Davis, a member of the Zebra patrol. Circumstances bring him into Julian's circle of friends, Jeremy, Sid and Justin. He has a grudge against Tom that he can't talk about directly. Sid's snorkel comes in handy again. Kurt wants to learn how it works. He gives Sid his first canoe ride.Introducing Andy Ashbaugh and Tony Johnson. These two are close friends in Troop Nine that, unlike most, want to have more to do with Tom. Lots more.Geoff and Nick become friends; Nick gets a glimpse of the outside world. Saturday: the first week of camp comes to a close; activity and involvement is at the highest level. Few appreciate that camp is half over: only a week remains, many behave as if they have all summer.Julian feels empowered and secure because of his conference with Mark. He undertakes a unique domestic challenge.Danny revisits his plan to secure Julian's affection.Geoff selects Leonard as his special project. Ignoring the staff/scout boundary comes naturally.Introducing Freddy, an entrepreneur from another troop. He recruits Andy to join his unauthorized enterprise.The first week of camp ends with progress milestones for everyone in the leadership patrol. Danny gets a major promotion. Mark and Julian have evolved an aesthetic dimension in their relationship. Nick and Tom break in their new domicile. Sunday: Sunday is set aside at Camp Walker much like it is at home; it is set aside as a day of rest and reflection. Merit Badge and rank advancement classes are suspended. Relationships formed during the past week are in full swing however, and new ones will form during the final week of c& conflicting interests arise as well, and unexpected tests of character are varied.Troop Nine has a banner day showing off. Scoutmaster Mark provides Danny his debut as a leader by assigning him to lead the troop in place of Tom, the Junior Assistant. Nick has asked Julian to stay in camp instead of attending the special service. He and Tom have a ceremony planned to thank him for his effort yesterday to secure mattresses for their bed.The scouts write letters home--several are shared with the reader.Geoff takes up a new quest--his greatest, most daring challenge yet. He becomes obsessed.Julian's drawing skills continue to advance and attract a wider audience. Mark's growing personal happiness is infectious; it feeds his enthusiasm for coaching water polo, and it makes him a magnetic figure in unplanned and unexpected ways.Circumstances force Kurt to confront Tom, who has to set things right.Justin and his private demon are explored. Mark is able to help.

The Shooting Gallery: Julian's Private Scrapbook Part 3 (Julian's Private Scrapbook, 3)

Xlibris

It's the early 1960'sOver 650 scouts are at the two week camp, and many of them have plans. This is one look at days past that goes beyond nostalgia. This is the camp you wish you'd gone to. Here's your chance at last.This is the story of Julian's very first summer camp. His goal is to land the dream of his life, Mark. The endeavor begins in Barr's Meadow--he soon discovers that it will be a lot harder than he imagined.Julian's Private Scrapbook is a series of five novels that explores many ways that boys discover themselves and others. Sensitive, thorough, and uncensored; you're sure to recognize more than one of these boys. Some are new at these things... others are highly skilled. Few return home unchanged.

..".If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us..."
--Shylock, The Merchant of Venice
Shakespeare's insight into the plight of a misunderstood and abused minority applies today as well as it did in 1596. Case in point: gay boys. They are mocked, belittled and bullied, often to a tragic end. They never get to tell their own story.
Until now: Julian's Private Scrapbook takes on that assignment.
The Shooting Gallery is the third in the five book Scrapbook series. It continues to explore the world from the eyes of a young gay boy. His needs and desires are looked at honestly, with a sense of humor and without the baggage of present day prejudice.
Julian's challenge: how to get people to take him seriously and stop treating him like a little kid--especially those people he loves, honors, and respects. Surrounded by hundreds of scouts, all working to get ahead, he finds a way.
Days six, seven and eight at Camp Walker: the daring aspects of camp life are featured, along with some new story developments. Julian Draws two portraits: Leonard, and then Mark. Julian and Mark's conferences continue. Julian feels empowered and undertakes a unique challenge: outfitting Nick and Tom's clandestine bedroom. He becomes their self-appointed secret guardian. After hours: Robin sneaks out of bed for a rendezvous at the lake. He and Jack planned this daring exploit during the afternoon free swim period.
There is a lot of comedy and some very interesting new characters. Julian's story becomes part of a special weave; the world of Camp Walker in June, 1962 is colorful, textured, and complex--but above all, it is full of fun and surprises.

The Champions is the 5th in the Scrapbook series. It explores the world from the eyes of a young gay boy. His needs and desires are looked at honestly, with a sense of humor and without the baggage of present day prejudice. It's important to actively combat the bullying of gay teens. Bullies get away with it because society is ignorant about these boys. By enlightening people, this series deals with that. Let there be no more suicides, no more bashing.
Day 12: Eleven days ago, Mark Schaeffer brought his scout troop to Camp Walker for its annual two-week summer camp. This is his fifth camp as a scoutmaster, and the most momentous for him personally and professionally. His decision on the first day to house Julian in the cabin has proven to be a success for Julian, and unexpectedly, for himself. His intent was to shield Julian from extra-curricular encounters. Julian has had an unexpected impact; his own life goals are being examined anew.
The last three days of camp are packed with activity. Merit badges have to be awarded, competitions held and goodbyes made. There is unfinished personal business to complete, and there are campsites to close. A few new developments manage to find their way into the story.
Julian makes two bulls-eyes in Archery. Afterward, he asks Leonard to critique his drawing of Geoff being treated at the first aid station. Leonard is amazed at the quality of the work, and at the impact of seeing Geoff's image.
Julian's fascination with the curmudgeonly camp Ranger continues. He and Sarge develop a special relationship. We get to know more about this man and how Julian has managed to change his outlook on life.
Tom provides a spectacular finale for Freddy's Shooting Gallery. Julian does a large portrait of Mark. Mark is overwhelmed by its character and quality. Geoff arrives at the cabin just before midnight. He re-injures himself on the way.
Day 13: It takes Mark over two hours to deliver Geoff back to Hawk camp. Temptations along the way are overcome. The last full day of camp is packed with activity.
Danny returns to his regular duties. Doug revises his scheme to entrap Julian a second time and snags Danny instead.
Danny and Tony skip out on Tom's time trials. Leonard sees the opportunity and takes delight in serving as matchmaker. He believes that the conservative Danny needs anti-establishment Tony to bring his life into balance.
Leonard is stunned by the portrait of Uncle Max, and its ability to depict the old man's innate kindness. Julian presents Leonard his portrait. Its uncanny depiction of Leonard's innate sensuality is a shock; Leonard is flattered, delighted, and frightened. He hides it under his table until he can get it safely away.
The last afternoon free swimming period is the scene for several key developments. Geoff finds the way to guarantee his rendezvous with Leonard. Stan is schooled by Tom about the realities of romantic involvement.
Tony pays an after hours visit to Danny.
Day 14: After the awards are made, Julian supervises the return of the featherbed mattresses. Uncle Max asks Julian to stay behind; he presents a gift, a memento from World War II. Geoff meets Leonard in the storeroom; Julian's portrait of Leonard serves a special purpose. On the bus trip home, Mark gives personal thanks to Nick for mentoring Julian, and Tom has a brief talk with Robin about Jack. Julian reflects on how things stand. He renews his commitment to the long range goal of winning Mark as a life partner. He is confident that he is up to the task. He realizes that he has to face his responsiblities as a son, and that he needs to plan for his career. He will be entering high school in the fall.

He's kinda tall: Julian's Sophomore Year Part 2

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You're in high school now: Julian's Sophomore Year, Part 1

You're in High School Now: Julian's Sophomore Year, Part 1

Barr's Meadow: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 1

The Shooting Gallery: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 3

The Champions: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 5

The Shooting Gallery: Julian's Private Scrapbook Part 3 (Julian's Private Scrapbook, 3)

Barr's Meadow: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 1

The Shooting Gallery: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 3

The Champions: Julian's Private Scrapbook Book 5

He's kinda tall: Julian's Sophomore Year Part 2